I went to prison last night for our weekly prayer and share. (Well, it happens weekly when the men are not in lock-down, confined to their cells. And I only go once a month, but still, it is a weekly occurrence.) As these guys greeted me they wished me a Merry Christmas. It immediately occurred to me that they had no reason to look forward to Christmas. They were all wearing standard issue whites, green jackets not warm enough for the cold outside, standard issue shoes. All that to say that they, we, were in prison, only I got to leave in an hour. There would be no presents for them this year, none of the Christmas “trappings” I take for granted. Not even fruitcake! Then it occurred to me that some of these guys are lifers, so their reality was that Christmas, as I think of it, would never be reality to them. Still – “Merry Christmas” rolled off their tongues more easily than mine –I now felt guilty for even saying it. Then, this line came to mind just when I needed it. From Dr. Seuss and How the Grinch Stole Christmas:
“Maybe Christmas, he thought, doesn’t come from a store. Maybe Christmas, perhaps, means a little bit more!”
No, these men would not experience Christmas as I think of it, but maybe I need to adjust my thinking. Yes, we were here inside multiple fences wrapped in barbed-wire with care, but not in hopes that St. Nicholas would soon be there. Nope, this was a celebration of God’s presence among us, a celebration of the real Christmas that “doesn’t come from a store.”
Hopefully, like the Grinch, my heart “grew three sizes that day.”