Help

“The paralysis of refusing to act leaves a man exactly where he was before; when once he acts, he is never the same.”  Oswald Chambers

This is a bit daunting to think about too much, but I think Chambers has it right.  Each act changes me – and the collection of those acts changes me significantly.  There are those big ACTS, of course, life events that clearly put me on a different path.  Then there are those acts I think of as significant that (seemingly) aren’t.  But here I am talking about the small acts, the, lower case, seemingly insignificant decisions that, individually, didn’t seem to amount to much.  Yet somehow, as the cumulative effect of them piles up, I look back and see that they resulted in getting me from then to now along a path I could not have imagined — and likely would not have taken had I imagined it.

I am not sure if I should call that “dumb luck” or “grace” or what, but I have figured out that whatever I call it, I had help.